If I stood up and just walked away, would you pull me back? Call after me? Or just let me go and not even try?
I think I’m too scared to know
I don’t even know anymore…
I can’t think of anything to write. So I’ll just write you. Cause that’s all I every think about anymore
I don’t know what it is about you. I honestly can’t get enough. I have tried ignoring you. Didn’t work. I’ve tried getting mad at you. Didn’t work. Now as cheesy as it sounds, I feel like I need you. Sure I’ve tried to get over you by just moving on but I hug out with chase. I didn’t like it very much. It wasn’t as fun. He isn’t you. In my mind, you’re all I want. You grab my leg as a joke or to see how I react but I’ve gotten pretty good at hiding my want. You even claimed my ass as yours. Do you think I let everyone talk to me or touch me like you do? Okay that sounds dirty and it’s not suppose to…I just want to know if you feel the same. If not I would totally back down right now and never act this way. But there is a problem in itself. What is our relationship without the constant teasing? I sure as hell am not the only tease here, stoner. If I could get a straight up no from you and everyone else than I would be fine but I…I can’t. Krissy Ella Brittany Terrence Taylor Austin fucking everyone has told me that you like me. That you get mad when I talk to other people. That you want to go to fucking prom with me. So you don’t you? I know you don’t really want to go but I picked out my dress with you in mind which is pretty bad. Since I will probably end up going with someone else 😞 what ever though. I wish I could be like fuck you you fucking dumbass cunt but you know as well as I that its impossible for me. It feels like you have a piece of my heart in your hand and refuse to give it back before throwing it, stepping on it or stabbing it. Idk if I’m good at hiding or something cause this is just weird to me. I’ve never felt this way about anyone else…I can’t get you out of my fucking head and its killing me…
Just putting on a fake smile guys! NBD 😀
Why do like half of my best guy friends girlfriends not like when I talk to them? Like they he jealous of us talking. I’m like bro no if you feel so self conscious look at the fact that I AM SINGLE AND THE GUY I LIKE DOESN’T LIKE ME SO NO SHUT THE FUCK UP TOU FUCKING BITCH. LIKE YOUR BOYFRIEND HAS BEEN MY FRIEND FOR 7 YEARS. BEFORE YOU EVEN KNEW HE EXISTED. IF I LIKED HIM LIKE THAT YOU WOULDN’T EVEN BE HERE CAUSE BITCH HE LIKED ME IN FUCKING 9TH GRADE AND I DIDN’T LIKE HIM LIKE THAT. SO NO. SHUT THE FUCK UP.